The hardest thing that I ever had to do

During these 19 years,many different things had happened in my life.Some of them were happy,but the others were sad.Now,I can remember the hardest thing that I had ever to do was last year,on 6,Nov,I came to Malaysia.That was a too difficult choice to me and my family,because since I was a little girl until then,I had never leave my parents.But now,I am so far away from my parents and all of my relatives.
In fact,I like far away from my family.I am not a independent person,but I don't like stay with them,though I love them very much.I know:if they need,I would like decrease my life in order to make them live longer.
Now,I just wish them all of things are well.This is a only thing I can do.
Also,I want to say sorry to my parents,I wish they can forgive my shortages and selfish.I am sorry to them so much!